Hi guys. 


I know it has been a few days since my last post and it is already February. Sorry for that, I decided to take a few days off from writing and social media. I didn't post anything for a reason. Not gonna lie but it has been so tough for me right from the start early this year. I really am hoping for things to get better for me and everyone else out there who's having a hard time. I did prepare some good things to post in the near future. Wait for it okay. I need some more time to get myself together.

I shut myself from so many things but in return, I tried to do a lot more for myself. The only one who can help you is you yourself. Nothing's gonna work if you don't get that ass up and strive for it. Rather than depending too much on other, I choose to depend on myself more than I depend on other people. It's not good at some point but hey it's my choice. 

Calm Down
Sometimes things won't happen the way you wanted it to be. When that happens I had to slow down a bit from doing things I've been doing and calm myself down reflecting on everything which happens, things that I've done and etc. Had to look at things from different perspectives. Everything happens for a reason. Self-rumination was my choice and I'm glad I did it. Of course, the most important thing in life is to remember Allah at all times. 

Exercise is known to be really good for stress relief. I've been doing so nonstop and the result was good. All the people around me know how much I love to exercise. It's  a routine for me and my day won't be complete without it. Met so many new people along the way when I was exercising. Distracts me from thinking about those painful memories. 

Indulge Myself in Music
Most of the times music help the most. Of course movies as well. Anyone here a fan of Jpop? One Ok Rock fan here? If you are then we are soul sisters. OOR has been my favorite since forever. Here's one of my favorite song from them. If you try to understand the lyrics then you'll know why I choose this MV. There's a part where it shows English subs, so don't worry if you don't understand what they're saying. It soothes me somehow and kinda give me this strange feeling of 'its okay to just be yourself no matter what happens.' That kind of feeling. 

I don't really plan on posting this but I somehow felt like writing something personal so suddenly. These are just some of my random thoughts and feelings I wish to convey and share with you guys. If you ever feel like you're in trouble, take your time and try to solve it. Overcome your fears and have faith in yourself. Remember that you're not the only one struggling right at this moment cause there are more people who are less fortunate that suffers way more than you are. 

I don't know how to end this post but I'll just stop here.