Thursday, 3 September 2020

Heartbroken | As we are all struggling to face our own fears and challenges I pray that all of us will get through this sooner or later. Just hang in there. There'll be a time when happiness will embrace you as you persevere along with all the hardships you've been through. It won't be easy but He never gives you something you're not able to handle. 

As I'm writing this, I'm trying to heal. I'm trying to break through my own shells which kept me hidden from the world. A world that is full of hate, lies, and all those negative energies that drains my positivity away. I'm drained. I'm drained. I'm drained. I'm tired. I am afraid.

I guess I've broken people's hearts countlessly that now I am getting heartbroken over and over again that my heartaches are already a part of my normal life. Don't get me wrong, getting heartbroken is not only about loves. But love is always a part of it because love is big. Spread your perspective and see it from a different view. I'm sure you know and that you'll understand. I hope. 

Jeff Calloway said a lifestyle change begins with a vision and a single step, I got mine spiced up with too much turns that there was a time I felt like giving up. Feeling like there's no hope. Lifeless. I fall deep into a sea of thoughts while overthinking took over me. I was lost and unfound. 

This heart is still beating but who knows. Who knows. 

I apologize. I just had to get some things off my mind and needed to write this up as it has been a while since I last share with you guys my insights. Hoping to share that you're not alone in this. I know we're all battling that demon inside. But it will always be you who can decide whether to fight or not. I am fighting mine. Good luck with fighting yours. We're all one and the same. 


  1. Omg ray..keep strong dear.
    guess we all fighting a battle n at tis point i really struggling wit ma own too. outside am happy like nothin happen but inside am broken, others hv no idea hw i struggle everynite just to fall asleep n sometime crying until i fall asleep huhuhu so many things happened n i didnt prepare for it but i believe eventually all will b fine. we'll get through tis ray, u're not alone ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ’ช

  2. bukan senang nak fight semua benda yg ada dalam kepala. good luck :) ♕Tiara Sapphire♕

  3. yes lets fight together and be known as the winner of territory .

    overthinking kills us slowly but others toxic opinion also do killing us . i used to be positive person too and now i'm slowly crawling back to find the old me . maybe one day , I'll proud of myself for not hiding anymore and not giving up .

  4. A world with full of lies! Such a strong word that i 100% agree.
    i am feeling the same and i am not starts blaming other for my heartbroken and i know i need professional help

  5. Hang in there. Dont give up if its worth. Stay strong and stay safe too. May God bless you always. :)

  6. Heartbroken

    Not only you
    Also me
    It is hurting inside,
    Like a wrecking ball hitting me,
    it hurts

  7. Hope you will find that special someone who will bring out the best in you & fill your heart with joy & love. :)

  8. it is okay to take a moment to break down, to cry but then get up, be stronger, be wiser. we can do this !

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  10. Pernah jugak kena heartbroken sekejap. hmmm..

  11. Stay stong dear๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน

  12. maybe this can help you go through your sadness
    i know you're strong girl..keep your head up okay

  13. Keep strong and keep on going k. A person once told me 'be nice and kind to everyone because almost all of us are fighting their own heartbroken'. Take care k

  14. And the sun will shed it light :)

  15. aww.. nape tu ray.. be strong n take care ye

  16. You're strong girl. I know you'll be okay soon. Keep strong and be in positive mood. Take care.

  17. Yeah. I agree overthinking make us fall down hardly. The negativity vibes that surrounded us keep roses up. While the positivity are trying to breakthrough. I feel the same as u too. Cause i'm having this lately. And I try to change it in better way.

    I hope we can enter positive circle faster and forever. Stay strong and fighting <3


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